MSN blog repeat

So.... just the ups and downs that Mats made me feel... sucked major ass. I finally decided to tell him that I couldnt talk to him anymore and he became a major uncaring asshole to me. Surprised? No... not really. Tho I always thought he was nice and sweet deep down... shit was I wrong. Hah I probably fell for someone that didnt even exist. Thank god I realized this before making a trip to see him and then finding it out. Tho the trip wouldnt be completely for nothing cause Hanni and Manda and Ted are in the area :D Awesome people.
I've been so grumpy today....just had so much to do... so many places to go. I ended up layin on the couch around 6pm and passing out for a good long time :D I havent done that in a while so it was really really REALLY nice :D
Yay... Jared (Rukus) has been sending me tunes which is awesome. He's cute and has great taste in music and has been a good internet friend for a long time :D so... yeah... awesome
Charles is still plannin on comin here in Jan. :D Hooray for that. Should be awesome. I hope i can save up some money before hand so we can go do some kick ass things in So Cali :D like go to Disneyland... can't believe he's never been. Insane. ;D you rock Charles :D
What else.... hmmm..... the highlight of my day... well other then Mat being a huge asshole and having a GREAT nap... was the new vaccume mop thing i bought. hahahaha sounds soooooooo retarded...but its amazing. REALLY. lol. like you vaccume... and then you flip it the other way.. and then it mops! and THEN...when you like go over what you did ... get this... it drys it! serious. no joke! lol. was only $115... not bad...i guess lol. But i was excited for a whole 10 mins...then my back started to hurt and i was thinking "fuck this shit" lol.
I wanted to write in my live journal tonight... but now I'm thinking im just gonna copy and paste this hahaha. I'm tooooooo lazy to write this all over again in different words. :P I think the last one was about me being freaked out that Mikey was gonna die.He's fine by the way :D He's orange and swimmin like a fish :D good thing :)
I've been stayin clear of Nate :D proud of myself for that one. Dont have to deal with his bullshit if I dont speak or see him right? :D Not havin those bad dreams or any of that. so YAY.
Tomorrow... I dont know what I'm gonna be doing. More then likely I'm gonna sleep in :D Cause I'm gonna go play some forza very soon. Hope Charles gets home soon so that he can play too. He's off working on some guys car who wants it by tonight... which is insane since its already almost 1am there. I think its pretty shitty that he cant even wait till tomorrow. But eh. That their business lol.
Last time i wrote a blog on this thing it didnt even save it so i think I'm gonna copy and paste this bitch before pressing to publish this entry. Cause if i lose it... oh man... I'm just gonna write another one saying I FUCKING HATE THIS PIECE OF CRAP and be done with it. lol :D
Anyway... I think for now I'm done. I feel better now tho writing this all out. I realize being upset about Mat... not really a big thing. Should only be upset if you lose the good ones. I dont know how i thought he was one way.. when really... he was nothing like i thought. lol. i guess if you like someone enough...you can hope their like what you want them to be... and i dont know hahaha im babbling. if thats even spelled right. lol. i dont know... i dont give a fuck. he's lame... i'm better off... yada yada yada all that other stuff to make me feel better about not talking to him anymore. lol. alright :D Ally is DONE. :D DONE DONE DONE DONE DONE!
Have a good night all :D and ummmm ... maybe i'll post a link to my live journal on here if you ever want to read more of my useless bullshit :D bye!